SophieJ Life Experiences

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Is this a nightmare or what?

Have you ever felt like you were freezing to death while the sun was at its peak, or fully conscious and losing control at the same time? I have heard that victims of gunfire can’t hear the sound of bullets hitting them. I don’t know if that’s true, but you know … that feeling of sleeping with your eyes wide open or feeling nothing at all as 2000 emotions dripping all over you … yes, this one …

I guess that happens to anyone who lets their guard down for a moment and gets reality thrown in their face … 🤦🏾‍♀️🤦🏾‍♀️🤦🏾‍♀️ not fun at all. It always happens once you feel comfortable and think everything is wonderful or everyone is on the same page. It always happens after you’ve made plans and every detail is taken care of (in your mind). This usually happens because your expectations are totally different from what you were served. Or you choose to take a chance and trust people despite all the red lights along the way.

Speaking of people, why can’t they be honest and really mean what they say? The sentence that I really can’t stand is, “I did this to protect you” after everything blows up. Say what? From what, who and how? By deceiving others or by only allowing them to know partial truth? Do these “white lies” only benefit the decisions of one person? Fishy …… 🧐🧐🧐. Telling part of the truth or blurring the lines here and there can change the whole perspective of things. Do people realize this or it’s too hard to face reality, so let’s lie. FYI, “white lies” are also misleading, so they are lies! Point Blank Period Pooh!

My questions are: how do you come back from hell when you thought you were in heaven? How do you recover and put the broken pieces together? How do you end up being who you were before all this explosion? By the way, I’m sorry if you can’t relate to this…… you don’t need or maybe you should … I don’t know

PS: You should not trust people easily, whoever they are!!!! My dad asked me to pay something for him online just once…. and I memorized the credit card numbers for ever! He still regrets it.

Sophie J